Happiness By The Kilowatt

So where has all the day gone?
And why are my lungs aching when I breathe?
Is there something wrong with the heat?
Why am I so cold?
And my heart feels sick
And it hurts when I speak
And this is not what I hoped for

Days are being lost out to school, I dream for the day I don't have to spend hours wasting my time doing something I truly hate. In the mean time I'm stuck and all it seems to be doing right now is causing me stress, over what though? My VCE enter score? The common subject that everyone at school seems to be talking about. People are struggling to balance their lives between school aspects, social aspects and everything else this year throws at them. But as stress press's down on all of us, it seems to be showing more with some than others, with some seek help as others are letting it build up. Just today I sought help to deal with my recent sleeping troubles, a long chat with the school nurse and a booklet later I hope to deal with the issue at hand. But the cause of this problem is still a bit cloudy, it could be slight social tension at school between others or just purely VCE it’s self. I just know that this year is not what I hoped for.